I wish that I could really introduce you guys to her. This girl here was my best friend. We were everything to each other. We met in fourth grade and we just stuck, even when she switched schools. Unfortunately, at the age of 16 she was claimed by Lupus on this very day 5 years ago. It shocked everyone that knew her. It was so sudden and took all her strength away. I was overcome with sadness when I heard that she passed. Yet, at the same time I found ways to cope. About a month before she passed, she called me and said that she got saved. That was huge for her and I. She was Wicken (Wicca/Witch) before. To her talk about being saved and seeing Jesus bought not only peace to her in her final day but peace to me now. I know where she is and I know that I will see her. I even like to believe that she is watching me. The other way I coped was she was never happy when she was here. Sure she smiled and happy times but she didn't enjoy it. I know it sounds bad but I like to think at least now she is happy. She is where she belongs. It still hurts, it still takes me by surprise.